1. |
cant stop
04:12
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you open your eyes and you are driving, it's a familiar smell of gasoline and fast food
there's some CDs on the floor but they're definitely not in the right case
and it's hard to tell who's down there
the mirrors arent set up right, like someone much taller was driving before
but you don't need them anyway
you can't remember origin or destination, you're just driving fast
because you're late again
there are so many detours you could take
maybe your destination can wait this time
maybe you can ease off the gas and look around
maybe you can turn into an oncoming lane
to prove how easy it is
the same feeling when you're someplace high with no railing
or holding something sharp
you always said it was so easy
that there wasnt much to it
the GPS reminds you to continue straight
because you're late
you look back and your friends are in the backseat
and they are laughing and having fun
but you're late and still rushing
you're frustrated, why aren't they concerned
so you pull over,
even though you're late
you pull over
and you look in the passenger seat
and i'm sitting there
and i don't have a mouth
but i don't need one
you see a dead deer on the side of the road
a smaller deer, there, processing loss
they could have stopped
but you can't
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2. |
forget
03:20
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id never seen
someone burning effigies
like destroying
the parts that work would help forget what else broke off
would help you forget, the things that you forgot
you thought that you could burn pictures like your schoolwork in june
a shot of us, by your pool
smiling for a flash -- before you were through
sharing how expensive polaroid film is online
sharing how expensive it can be to invest your time
you thought that you had found someone who's fine
at my very best, I am okay, alright
You said that i dont want anyone to know but sometimes it brings me down
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3. |
drone one
08:25
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4. |
cirrus / lose
06:42
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your hair tangled taped up in archetypal locks of cirrus clouds that i can't ask to leave, like breathing gasoline
i'm outside of your car
it's far too cold to be pumping gas
for someone that doesn't care about me
i'm outside of your car
it's far too cold to be pumping gas
for someone that doesn't care about me
i want to paint by numbers
i want personal space
i want to fold myself inside the cracks
inside of my brain
i will never lay down
won't put my head to rest
i was thankful for the boredom
and the comfort you suggest
and i was never lonely i was never distressed
i was discouraged by the effort it takes to get up and get dressed
so i held on
and i self-talked
and you felt fine
as we both walked
so i held on
and i self-talked
and you felt fine
as we both walked
so i held on
and i self-talked
and you felt fine
as we both walked
so i held on
and i self-talked
and you felt fine
as we both walked
it's far too cold to be pumping gas for someone who's just going to leave
LOSE:
you wrapped ur car around me
you twisted up metal
i could hardly breathe
i wouldn't look up anyway
i just stared at my feet
there's cpr it's a crime scene
paramedics bandages and morphine
i think of new years i think of phone booths
i think of your family and i think i'm knocked loose
i swear to god all anyone wants is to love and be loved in return
i'm not sad that i lost you
i'm sad because i found out i could lose
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5. |
IIR IAF
02:33
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it is raining i am falling
it is raining i am falling
the dark clouds
i've left home
it is raining i am falling
it is raining i am falling
to smack the concrete
ask what you mean
and i dont mind
if you stay behind
knowing that you might find some shelter
with someone that's not me
but that won't stop my plunging
it is raining i am falling
it is raining i am falling
the dark clouds
i've left home
it is raining i am falling
it is raining i am falling
to smack the concrete
ask what you mean
when you said you brought umbrellas
when you say you brought umbrellas
*very cool guitar solo*
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6. |
drone two
08:48
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7. |
summer heat
04:06
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i broke into your home
i sat inside your chairs
i tried on all your clothes
while you weren't there
now cicadas screaming summer heat
you won't know exactly how much you mean to me
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8. |
jonah pt 2
03:24
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preying on the new kid
praying for forgiveness
ordering absolution
just in time for christmas
but jonah's in the backseat
says he's got a gun now
cigarettes aren't quicker than a
pow pow pow
you know just when things were looking good
they stop
you say that you don't wanna die
you proved it to me this time
you say that you don't wanna die
say it to me this time
i never felt so stressed when
you'd talk about your big plans
and how they might be
exclusive from me
i never felt impressed when
you'd talk about your big sins
you said that we all end up the same
so why does it matter where we begin
you say that you don't wanna die
you proved it to me this time
you say that you don't wanna die
say it to me this time
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9. |
drone three
09:27
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10. |
intro
01:18
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