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Honey Then Vinegar

by ness lake

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Travis Anderson
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Travis Anderson This is always in my head, Ness Lake is my favorite body (of water) Favorite track: social drinker.
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i cant sleep without the spotlight through the blinds shining in from the street and i stopped drinking coffee i could do without more anxiety about what you meant when you said how you feel when you confronted me you said you're a room with a window not one with a view you pull the sheets so tight that its hard to see through ive been begging for daylight i dont know what to do i can beg and pray for mornings when i wake up without you i fell asleep in the shower because i dont know how to feel i woke up in the tub with suds in my hair on the counter cold chamomile x2 i wish you had plugged the tub i wish that you had filled it up i wish that you had dropped your hairdryer in still plugged
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you had a trumpet until you lost it you thought that music would make you whole but it only made you feel more alone you didnt even lose it you left it on the train, southwest never to be seen again but you wont tell your parents that you know that they meant well they thought that music could be the distraction to keep you from destroying yourself anymore now there's new cigarettes on your counter i thought you said you were cutting back the tragedy is that it started because you don't know what to do with your hands when they're not intertwined or holding on to someone else but now you're with me the smoke on your breath graced the neck of the bottle the story it's complicated, too far to follow you'd much rather be with lukewarm pink moscato than the nice beers that your friends bought
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cpr 04:18
you were too busy checking your hair in the rear view that you didnt feel what was going through i'm sitting in the passenger seat but it feels like i'm behind you roll down the window let some air in took the inside turn on a semi truck, took your hands off the wheel so we're both to be a newspaper headline then they tear our bodies out tear apart the car lay us still on asphalt and practice cpr and i guess that this is how you wanted it to be it would have been different if we were seventeen wrapped your car around a tree then you couldnt blame me. no one knows what happened in the car that night now we're sitting on the shoulder laying on the ground you can see us from above you can see them practicing cpr, cpr and they see our bones are breaking blood all on the ground you can see our bones are broken we've spilled our hearts for now see our bones are breaking to no avail, cpr see how far we've made it see how far we've made it just to fall
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squirm 02:25
love to watch you squirm in the passenger seat, my driving scares you, too close to the white lines and the trees, i just wish that when you wished that you were dead, i just wish that you were with someone else instead. I didn't sign up for this, I didn't know that you'd fall apart in front of me, that you'd fall apart in front of me, I didn't know. love to watch you squirm in a wedding dress, my vows they scare you, trying too hard to impress. I just wish that when you got down on one knee, you were kneeling in front of someone that wasn't me, I didn't sign up for this, I didn't know that you'd fall apart in front of me I thought I'd made it to the future with somebody that wouldn't fall apart, wouldn't fall apart. love to watch you squirm
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coffee crush 02:43
you said that you had to leave you just procrastinate on my couch it doesn't matter all that much i made enough for coffee for two then i offered some to you you turned it down, citing that you don't drink coffee anymore because it started to twist your stomach into knots you'd thought that i'd forgot that about you just wanted more empathy for how i feel without you
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pb & e 02:13
its such a long way down from where i fell off your tongue im glasses you need to read but hurt your head to wear too long there is what i show and there is what you see my seeds have been sown, beneath your toes my dead weeds have flourished, in the spring sun you say i'm sing song, ill show you sing song well he's more rnb, he's diet coke and summer heat i'm peanut butter, epinephrine, in your basement with a magazine that you showed me that you showed me because you thought that naked girls were cool at this point, i didn't even know how to kiss i can show you where my romance is
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about

songs and stories about caffeine

great album art by matthew johnson
cover song featuring my best friend kyle

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released September 17, 2016

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ness lake Ypsilanti, Michigan

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