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a lot better
03:30
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i think about eventually how ill be okay
and i can talk to you about the news or sports and care about "the big game" and not be so consumed about which of my friends might die or counting down the seconds until i can be alone in my room again and i can drown everything out, pull the blinds shut.
i think about a time, when i'll be there, i think about it all the time
i think about all the people i know who are already there, productive
how productive i could be
sometimes i worry that i might feel like this forever
and im not really scared of that, i used to be but i still get things done right now
things aren't all that bad but they could be a lot better
i guess they could be a lot lot better
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3. |
springtime
02:06
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you wouldnt hurt on purpose
you were skidding through the snow
you wrapped your car around me
and i guess youll never know
that i was not to be taken care of
i was just to disappear
into glaciers it is springtime
and ive been deposited
here
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4. |
distant dog bark
02:13
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distant dog bark melancholy
everything's lost, never finding
never talking, always writing
how i feel when you start sighing
make my brain work
i need this body
carry me out to the lobby
try my best I hold back sobbing
always mouthing never talking
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5. |
bottle
02:15
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mantle ornate: "you can look but please don't touch"
you quote scripture, light fires, depressed on the couch
there's no maps up on your walls, you get creative with the route
im a bottle with a ship inside
i want to sail it out
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6. |
quiet hum
05:03
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im learning latin
for when your eyes roll back
i can be there
i can tell you that
the siren sing-song
doesn't last long
subtle cadence
perfect pitch and a quiet hum
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7. |
all my friends
01:14
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all my friends
in disarray
forgotten love
forgotten hate
all my friends
such disdain
i feel bad
i feel pain
all my friends
in disarray
forgotten love
turned to hate
all my friends
such disdain
i feel bad
i feel pain
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8. |
tapeworms
01:41
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i've been eating tapeworms
let them live inside me
share all of the good parts
to dilute the feeling
of my height in the doorframe
in ceremony, i'm growing
my height's in the doorframe
5'11 forever
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9. |
tell a lie
04:39
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read a note
an empty hand
sharpened glass
vs beaten sand
it's a threat
a worst fear
veiled in daytime coffee sears
brought in the dogs
gave an all clear
said its alright, you can come back in here
you can come back in here
come back in here
then all at once
a crashing sound
past shock and awe
another one
the walls all fall
file out
move my legs
puppet scream and shout
courage thoughts not courage had
i hold a hand
i hold a hand
i tell a lie
i hold a hand
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10. |
holster
04:30
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i still hope for object permanence
will you still love me when you're gone
i never thought that i would love you
i never thought i'd write this down
i still hope for object permanence
will you still love me when you're gone
i never knewthat i would love you
i never thought i'd write this down
after all i am a holster
a place for threats to sleep
i never thought i'd be hungover
we only went out in my dreams
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11. |
fears
02:59
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mustard yellow screaming
you came back in cursive
cold brew pensive virtue
black belt black shirt black shoes
where are your fears? i forget
i don't feel now that i am not worth it
navy blue impression
you came back in full force
off script, felt tipped, cuffed jeans
i've been such a workhorse
searing bright red glisten
trepid fury placement
latex somber distance
how am i not dead yet?
where are your fears? i forget
i don't feel now that i'm not worth it
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13. |
ambiance for brian
00:55
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14. |
i froze my fish
04:06
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16. |
watching drama
06:17
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17. |
upbeat
02:10
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18. |
one (jack drones)
03:08
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19. |
two (jack drones)
04:04
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20. |
three (jack drones)
04:16
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21. |
four (jack drones)
00:19
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22. |
six (jack drones)
05:28
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23. |
seven (jack drones)
00:49
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24. |
eight (jack drones)
01:18
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25. |
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27. |
god of wine cover
04:21
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28. |
ddb
03:34
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distant dog bark
melancholy
i never said that
i've been sorry
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