you used to shave your legs

from varicose by ness lake

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i thought about loving someone in particular
and how hard my heart would ache if something happened
and how much better it might be to not be there for that

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if you die
id like to die too
at least, id like to die before you
with a pistol in my hands
and its barrel in my mouth
im in the waiting room
i cant be like magazines
fading in front of the window
waiting to be flipped through

waiting
asking god what have you done
asking god

because you used to shave your legs
now i shave my head in solidarity
asking what kind of god would strip me of your sincerity

because I don't think that I
I can't love after this

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from varicose, released August 28, 2016

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ness lake Ypsilanti, Michigan

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