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60 miles per hour
a mile
a minute
one day at a time
circle
triangle inset
geometric
never met
your face changes shape
behind your drinking glass yeah i feel safe
sipping when i have somethin to say
nuclear codes kept in my briefcase
post em all online when i feel bad
i'm the worst president we've had
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i do the wind's job
blow dandelion fluff across your yard
plant planter superstitious
wishing for more wishes
god rest your soul but shit man
i thought that thought again
if we're loved for our difference
then no one's been loved more since
it's the back of your hand on a burning door
it's a tough question but hard to ignore
none of us asked to be born
came out crying to the world
if i had stronger arms i'd wind up and punch through the world
through the world
through the upper mantle lower mantle core yeah all of that bullshit
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speak with the voice of three octaves up harmony
the holy trinity nicotine beer and weed
i sow the seeds forget to reap
kick my shoes off at the beach
have you measured the coastline recently?
it depends on the tide which depends on the time
life slurs
everytime it speaks
know there's a god who likes to drink
cause they made me
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soul strike this body knows solemn
thought this body'd know how to die
i kinda feel like relapsin
i know what it's like to get high
on a feeling so heavy it holds you
down on the ground in the dirt
let it grow let it push let it commune me
with the bugs and with the worms
numbness lifestyle in fashion
i'm worth the gold of my weight
i hold and i tug and i anchor
the ones that i love to my ways
life hurts too much to keep living
in death none know how we'll dream
of labors of love undefined energy
oh the black's almost worth it to me
nothing i've held's ever certain
a crochet of hand holding hand
five percent of the time when i feel alright
damn it feels good to know i'm your man
life blossoms bright in your cosmos
you're on the edge of the earth
sober and candid i watch you
to see which steps you take first
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hot stove 05/16/22
01:50
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stop i'm giving god
hell for what i'm not
distractions worth a shot
every action born from thought
press the key inside my head
hold for manual reset
blue screen ego death
smash the buttons that i can
task manager collapse
QWERTY manifest
i'm active in the chat
i can type real fast
i can posture that
the fingers hands arms body soul mind are intact feel fine and never ask for signs to log off and don't come back
feel the cascade of a slow touch
this is so much
it's a hot stove
it's a soft love
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i need a god more than a crush
i love myself more than the drugs
she says she smokes the way she breathes
does that mean fast and next to me
the microwave just blew the fuse out
you're pissed off drinking soda
i found god he lives inside the honest tasks
yeah that's right
i worship dishes kiss the floors
my heart exists to restore
the balance of this hellish place
can you believe they make us pay
can you believe they make us pay
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combo counter 3/20/22
02:06
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i see the dust in the air
is that always there
i pause the sunlight rays
just one time frame
you're here for six good days and then you're gone
ether disappear
heart defends and then i fear
the defense, counter, disengage, you're here for just like 6 more days
i feel angsty when you speak
you get closer close to me
opposites attract i guess
sweet contrast sweet contract
sweet tooth bite down coming back
heart defends then heart attacks
combo counter counting up
knockout punch not hard enough
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i see birds
in the bush
by the street
they scatter to sounds of walking feet
and all at once
i feel everything
life exists to disrupt i think
i've grown accustomed to the taste but i'd still rip my tongue out
or i'll file down my teeth make it impossible to eat and zone out
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my very best 08/15/19
03:20
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what if we kissed and i forgot
my very best is not enough
a quiet room my stifled cough
yeah it's the place where i shut off
but it's never off when you're around
compare contrast safe and sound
the earth's on fire, it's a dream
will you lay down next to me
and it's all you can see
are the red words, exiting
a quiet crash, a thankful thing
cutting cords, releasing
a power grab relentless stuff
i liked it better with you on top
heaven bent
hell sent
stay stagnant
say transcend
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stare through windows thought disposed
dying slowly fully clothed
you said youd stop you said you'd stop now it's something that i don't know
now i'm in your bedroom
you're leaving with your friends soon
you said that my god does all the work so i don't have to
so i don't have to
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magic my head
some spell you said
i'm my own god
pray to myself
linoleum mausoleum
hard wood beneath
i trust
can't see
much except the ceiling fan
hypnotize me
i say the same
over again
"i'm not alone"
"i have some friends"
indoctrinate myself with me
I am my own worst deity
glow in the dark
fabled space rocks
fall to the ground
scotch tape's unsound
they're not unique items and trophies
throw them away, grow up someday
in sickness and in hell
i isolate i have my shell
i have my shelves of worthless things
i'm in my womb of memory
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substantial self
02:27
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before announced
i try my luck
got the nubmers right here
gas station line
impatient time
got a pocket full of scratch-offs lookin for a sign
to quit my job
to fall in love
to feel secure delightful stuff
i nodded off i found the odds
are five to one shoot dice for fun
i know i've got a lot
i feel the days
erode and fray
i cut the cuffs undid my knots
released the doves to say
there's peace and warmth first feel enough
then fall in love
substantial self stays standing up
i caught the bug i let it out
it seems humane it's really not
november frost death sentence stop
life cycle spins yeah i wanted off
the ride or die six legs two sides
one thousand sights through insect eyes
all in a blink my hands the sink
rinse lather rinse
repeat
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where do we go
01:55
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put the nail in the coffin of my boyhood dreams
i'm not him anymore i don't know what that means
I'm trying
I'm trying
put my head underwater and I try to scream
I'm a broken stitch in a broken seam
I'm trying
I'm trying
when push comes to shove and you don't want me around
left follows left and I'll lower you down
we're dancing now
we're dancing now
we're dancing now
we're dancing now
i've been here before and i know how it goes
where i start wearing holes through my favorite clothes
when nowhere feels like home
where do we go?
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gamecube 2
02:38
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basketball net
02:13
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called you like twice at like 7 am
button up shirts and playing pretend
it's like you're the same when september begins
it's like you're the same when september begins
leaves turn to red you start coughing again
leave from the bed you start talking again
like time will not stop when you're missing your friends
but you're too weak to leave you start talking again
called you like twice at like 7 pm
button down shirts and playing pretend
i have a friend, lives in his basement
when you're underground there are no arrangements
to talk or fess up or forgive or forget
i'm cutting strings from the basketball net
by the end of the winter ill hardly be there
i'll melt forever somewhere
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broken broken
03:26
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energy
sweet relief
call collect
contacting
a talk with god
dial tone
angels singing your praise song
if you want it done you gotta do it yourself
in the devils room temperature hell
hide and seek the bottles the smoke
no one for you gotta do it alone
it's a fight every day
push the boulder or chisel away
have you seen those batteries?
caked in acid destroying
motivation
broken toys
mended man or broken broken boy
it's a fight every day
push the boulder or chisel away
elephant
field mouse
help me out and i'll help you out
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tape rips 2021
08:09
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computer
00:59
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i'm on a hot date
with my computer
i know you can't stand it when i'm with her
but she goes
and i go
i guess it's just a lot of fun
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